So I have begun the restructuring/de-fluffing process. I think I can do this. I'm in a groove now. I know how things need to be in order to get the most impact. The prewritten sections are finally starting to fall into a place that is starting to make sense. I'm getting some ideas for what comes next. I might even be leaning toward an ending I just can't see yet. This feeling is good. No, this feeling is great.
I've not gotten my state test scores back at work. The editor has had the mini-manuscript for two days, and I've not heard a thing. I'm a week and a half away from hearing about AWW. All of these things should send me into a tizzy. And while I am more antsy than usual, I'm not in a crazy place consumed with worry and self doubt. I'm in a place where no news is good news, and things are moving forward at a good pace.
Who is this and what have you done with Nikaya Dahn Smith from Hazard??? I really really like this calm but antsy person, but....
ReplyDeleteI know!!! Have a reached a new level of Zen? It's an interesting place to be. Just got a heart attack inducing email, and I just opened it and read it and said OMG OMG three times (literally the letters, not the words) and am moving on. Odd, hunh?
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